pamelalynn

I hate to make excuses and im not, but I have an infection. My hangnail got infected so they had to slice it open. They also cut off my poor nail! =[ None of the doctors seem to know why I have this infection and they think I also might have diabetes. I really nervous, and I don’t want to make excuses…but I haven’t been on track at all. I’m going to try to get back on track. Good luck everyone!!!!

I am still in the middle of reading my new book by Jillian Michaels. The Winning by Losing. I am having the hardest time getting started. I really do want to lose weight, but I just have no motivation. I wish I could just get it together. I don’t understand why I don’t try when everytime I binge, I feel like crap for doing it. I’m just so frustarted. Why don’t I have any self control or motivation?

Wish I Could Look Like This…
…Maybe not quite that tiny.